Friday, May 2, 2014

The Road Home
 How many times I must have driven up this country road, yearning for the peace and tranquility of my Prairie style home?  If I could get behind the doors of this home I knew I would be safe and secure as a lamb feels with the shepherd.  I’ll be held tight by the walls of this old house.  Winter days were bright and cheerful, sitting with a cup of coffee with my husband huddled in his soft recliner, sawing logs with his green checked throw around his legs and arms. The wood burning stove all stoked up and the light burning bright and warm.  To say we were at peace here is an understatement.  You see, this house has seen love; it has seen hardships unknown to other people; it has seen two little boys who wrapped themselves around their Pawpaw and Memaw giving them butterfly kisses when they only knew us as their protectors in the storms of this life.  It has seen sorrow whenever they left us for a new home.  Changes!  Many changes that go on and on like the seasons we always count on to come and go and then come back again.  The future was held at bay, but then the dam broke an the future broke through the doors like a comet.  Changes again!  Always Changes! 


Summer comes with the boiling hot sun; burning the leaves on the pecan trees and the wisps of grass that grow sporadically due to the shade of the towering pecan trees and the winter ice that froze the grass back in 1999 until it could no longer reproduce.  Still, it Is a beautiful place to be.  Summer mornings on the front porch are awesomeness! The coffee savored on the porch is extra, extra special while listening to the birds of summer and watching the little hummers in flight, drinking nectar from the hanging feeders.  They pay little attention to me as I watch this wonder of nature, so small and yet so powerful hanging in the air like helium filled balloons rising and falling with the flutter of wind and wings.  Grace me again Lord and fill my eyes with your wonders of nature and song.  Home!  A place like no other; filling my soul with Zen; filling my eyes with beauty; and filling my heart until it could burst from the sheer Godlike environment a summer porch in the country can supply.  I have this whole outdoor theatre and it is mine to behold.

Thank you God for the messages of love from my family; from my friends and complete strangers I have encountered in my Prairie home for 30 years.  I have enjoyed the gatherings here with my family and friends.  I believe if I quiet down I can hear the leftover laughter of my mother; the smell of  Christmas Eves spent here with family; my husband’s whistling whenever he was happy or busy with a project; the teenagers upstairs playing their loud music; the smell of frying fish all summer and Sunday morning coffee brewing while the bacon was frying - - all prepared by my husband.  I can see Ashley sitting on the stairs or playing outside as a child and now her children when they arrive.   I will always remember Faith, our youngest grandchild, born and brought here to live along with her mommy and daddy.  I can remember the best friends down the road.  Yes, as time passes, I can capture the beauty of each moment that happened here. 

Goodbye Prairie house!  It is time for me to turn the page of my life, but I will never forget the forever moments with you, ever…
 Sandy Templin, May 2, 2014